I just killed God

This is how it happened. You must excuse the spelling mistakes, Eliza is German and I was rushing my typing to keep up with my thoughts:

"Eliza Helmerich's Photos - Spring


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"Spring" by Eliza Helmerich

Eliza Helmerich at 12:26am April 16
the man in the women - we r too strong for the other gender - that justifies our single status...i guess?!

Louise Cattell at 12:41am April 16
new wave feminism...sure? No I think what justifies our single status is that monogamy is WIERD and should be AVOIDED AT ALL COSTS

Eliza Helmerich at 1:58am April 16
I'm single because I was born that way.

Louise Cattell at 8:12am April 16
boyfriends/girlfriends are a reserve for the insecure, marriage is a back up plan, it'll always come back and bite you in the arse in the end so why complicate life by trying label/officialise your sentiments...........love endlessly!

Louise Cattell at 8:12am April 16
and unrestrictedly

Che Zara Blomfield at 10:06am April 16
I just like to look at the sun.

Louise Cattell at 12:23pm April 16
sorry we roped you in

Eliza Helmerich at 3:10pm April 16
i just honestly like to look at the birds!
....and i dont let anyone put me in a cage.

and if someone decides to be around me - then he is welcome to join my road - as long as he never dares to label me as his possession and disturbes my precious peace of mind...
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and again - i agree with you - living of sexual relationships and constant change of partner - shows mental weakness - insecurity and fear of being alone - being with someone for the sake of self-consolation?!
certainly nothing to be proud of.

BTW I have released my first book - you should have a look at it!

Eliza Helmerich at 3:11pm April 16
lets call us " The three modern EVE's" "The eve of the Eve" ....

Louise Cattell at 3:33pm April 16
I'm not a christian so christian symbolism has no value to me so essentially I translate that as "the dawn of worthlessness"

HEDONISTS MORE LIKE bah hah haha

where's this book then? We've got quite a good novel going on in our private messages- we can't get boyfriends and suddenly we're all philosophers haha

Louise Cattell at 3:35pm April 16
p.s. say what you mean or mean what you say

Eliza Helmerich at 5:00pm April 16
the difference is - that I see myself as the soul with a body - not the body with a soul - as most people seem to see themselves. words can hardly express what i mean and feel - but i mean what you can hear from my mouth and what you can read in my eyes!

are you not christian because you can't see what christians believe in?

Best example: You see many stars at night in the sky but find them not when the sun rises; can you say that there are no stars in the heaven of day? because you behold not God in the days of your ignorance, one shouldn't say that there is no God.... Read More

Ive got my own costom made god - that im neither having a picture of nor a label for my belief.
ive got my own religion - and it feels good.

Eliza Helmerich at 5:09pm April 16
about the book - YES it does exist - its right in front of me - its huge and has cost a fortune.

Louise Cattell at 5:32pm April 16
Sometimes I look at this dead flesh and think about the dead bones that shape it, the dead bones and blood and organs that fill it....I am thankfull for all my machinery, but not amazed. I know that it exsists, I know that it works and thanks to the great minds of of so many great men and women I also know how it works. The same goes for the ... Read Moreworld around me, and when you know why things are the way they are then you need no longer marvel at them.
I can totally empathise with all those long lost civilisations who looked at the sky and wondered where it ended. The concept of infinity is terrifying as it proposes to us an endless unknown. Far easier perhaps to imagine that the ultimate fourth wall goes on for a very long time but ends abruptly at a ceiling that is so high that only a mind free of it's soul could ever reach it?
God is reassurance...reassurance is what you make of it - strength, power, knowledge, understanding...and perhaps the first Christians meant(out of space...
Louise Cattell at 5:46pm April 16
) what I mean when I talk about science and evolution but without the technology they're teachings turn into metaphor written and taught in a way that made sense to people who lived 2000 years ago...surely? The problem occurrs with where it went from there- all this "word of god" "heaven and hell" was used as a political weapon against people- ... Read Moremany of whom didn't spend all their time pondering their own existance and therefore could not comprehend or didn't agree with something that is so untangable, hence why suddenly theory and allogory becomes "fact" and "truth". And it all goes down hill from there really, they fucked it up basically because instead of letting people think for themselves they tried to enforce their ideas on people by lying, brainwashing and terrifying people (often for their lives).
I don't disagree with the christian message, but then neither do I disagree with the bhuddist message or that of islam or jewish or hindu etc because it's pretty much the same....
Louise Cattell at 5:56pm April 16
across the board really- love each other, be good. But I have qualms with most religion in practise.
I also don't really think it's relevant any more when you think about it...I mean we don't still believe in magic do we- it's just chemistry and the power of the human mind...Religion has it's roots in magic, but it was when people started living ... Read Morein much bigger groups in civilisation that they needed to give the "magic" abit of order and law in order to keep society stable and thriving, hence the birth of coherent philosiphy which can then be added to magic to create Religion. It was viable and neccassary in the early days of civilisation BUT...NOW...we can all be educated properly and understand good and bad and what's best for us and how the world works and then make up our own minds about why we're here and what's the point to it.
All that said, the literal interpretation of Divine Creation is probably impossible to disprove so I can not dismiss organised religion completely...but-
Louise Cattell at 6:05pm April 16

...this obviously leaves us scratching our heads and saying but if Allah can exist and God can exist and Vishnu and Isis and Thor and all those other guys then it must be getting pretty crowded on the second floor. Imagine that hey...how awkward haha. Yes they exist as ideas, possibilities but I find it highly unlikly that they're all waiting ... Read Morearound in some final destination up in the sky squabbling over who made the mountains and who REALLY invented the light bulb and even what type of afterlife they're sitting in --it all becomes totally surreal, how can you possibly expect someone to chose rationally?Logically you'd chose the one that sounded best...but you could never know...it's not a fair system and all very unlikely.
And it's also all about langauge, take away langauge and religion can't exist....so is religion thought? is it science? Perhaps, but what if I did not have the language for this...without langauge there is no thought and without thought there is no god...BUT..
Louise Cattell at 6:13pm April 16
I believe that thought is the highest level, because you can unthink god but you can't unthink thought........However it is only the highest level within our own demensions, and I believe - and it is the most likely possibility- that there are infinate random dimensions beyond our conception where there is no langauge- because language is the ... Read Morereserve of our random dimensions - which would mean that they could have no God....therefore if these parrellel universes are just as complex and wierd and random but definately not created by God as the understanding of God is completely unique to our understanding of God and therefore IMPOSSIBLE in any other dimensions THEN WHY THE FUCK SHOULD OR WOULD GOD EXIST?

ahhh there I've said it"


So I guess now I just wait for the hate mail to start flooding in right? But seriously if you have something interesting to say about this then I welcome your responses. I'm not an expert and I'm not presenting this as a fact- it is merely what I think to be true. Furthermore I think it's fucking awesome that we live in a world with so many different faiths and philosophies and of course everybody is welcome to their own interpretations and I couldn't say that it wouldn't be true because if they believe it then it exits for them and if it improves their lives then of course it's a good thing and I'm happy for them. But I'm also really happy about my own conclusion so teach it don't preach it y'know?